hi alll...
in harry potter, veritaserum means the truth potion..... one gulp and even the dark lord will reveal his most dreaded secrets..... so here i am.... with one gulp of veritaserum down my throat.....
so i m pissed ok so i am....
i m irritated mostly with things i dont even know....
i m really blogging after a long long time so welll i apologise for the delay...
okk i m pissed for the following....
1) in dubai i met this lady.... i felt like i was destined to meet....
the day i met her, i felt like i had met her before....
she is literally the princess of yemen....
she is a saint... and she said some unimaginably amazing things about me as well as for me... it was so larger than life...
she said things like i had it in me to become greater than i can imagine....
and i see myself doing none of that....
none
it shatters my confidence and self respect to msee my self and my NGO going nowhere...
.....
honestly... i wish some one would just hold me and tell me its allright....
i want to cry...
i want to cry my heart out once and for all and be done with it....
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5 comments:
Come on! You have encouraged me so often and now you yourself can't get so despondent.
I don't know what the lady said about you, but it has been only a few days since you met her. Give yourself some time to achieve and accomplish whatever she said about you. And I am also sure your NGO will go a long way. Just keep working.
Got a great ghazal of Mehdi Hassan just a few days back "Jo thake thake se the hausle". If you want to listen to it, let me know.
And don't despair. Cheer up!
I haven't forgotten about you! I have been on my computer less because I have been outside more. Plus, there is just a lot going on.
I saw your name in a Buddhist cookbook today in the name of a drink which meant "cool pitcher." It was Sheetal something or other and I forgot the rest because I was just struck by it and thought, "Ah, that's what her name means." Is it cool as in hip or cool as in refreshing? Either way, it is a wonderful name. Then, the same day when I logged on to my computer I saw that you left me a little message. (smile)
Girlie, you will see someday that all of this that you feel now will seem so small when you have lived more of your life. But the thing is, you can only live it one day at a time. So do just that.
Remember, to reject what others give from their hearts is an injustice to them as the giver. Try to be open to the compliments of others. For your sake recieve it, but for theirs to. The cycle of energy given is not complete until it is also recieved. I wish I was there with you. We could talk and talk. Sometimes I feel as though I were born in the wrong country. At least technology makes the world seem a little more accessible.
Chin up slugger and keep on swinging! (wink) Look for even one small bright spot in each day and you will get a better perspective.
Let me know your id, preferably gmail id. I will mail the ghazal to you, if it's fine with you.
And how are the things now? I am sure ponytailgirl's comment must have cheered you up. What she says is completely true.
oh pony...
uuuummahhhhhhhh!!!!!!
wooo hoooo you r back
thankyou...
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