18.2.08

if i ever feel better

It's like a bad day that never ends
I feel the chaos around me
A thing I don't try to deny
I'd better learn to accept that
There are things in my life that I can't control
They say love ain't nothing but a sore
I don't even know what love is
Too many tears have had to fall
Don't you know I'm so tired of it all
I have known terror dizzy spells
Finding out the secrets words won't tell
Whatever it is it can't be named
There's a part of my world that' s fading away
You know I don't want to be clever
To be brilliant or superior
True like ice, true like fire
Now I know that a breeze can blow me away
Now I know there's much more dignity
In defeat than in the brightest victory
I'm losing my balance on the tight rope
It's like somebody took my place
I ain't even playing my own game
The rules have changed well I didn't know
There are things in my life I can't control
I feel the chaos around me
A thing I don't try to deny
I'd better learn to accept that
There's a part of my life that will go away
Dark is the night, cold is the ground
In the circular solitude of my heart
As one who strives a hill to climb
I am sure I'll come through I don't know how

4 comments:

Ankur said...

....and when...?

diksha said...

yup and when

diksha said...

:)
thought would never have ur e-presence gracing my bloggie....lol
how r u neways boss???

Ankur said...

'e-presence'... hmm... you surely are getting better at this. but thats all your eeeee-presence on cyberspace merits at the moment. You can tell there are no angels governing the cyberspace for some would certainly have descended to respond to the human in your blogs. Till that happens, though, I invite you to continue to make do with the e-presence of this person who wouldn't divulge more than a ....pseudonym;)